Oh joy of joys! Its all Ok! Everything is OK! Im so happy!

Maybe there is still hope.... Maybe... Just maybe.

....Ive done it again.....

Ive really done it this time.....

*the page is stained with a single tear and it seems this page has been abused much, with corners scrumpled up and indentations where it has been struck with a hand*

Wye dosnt like it when i get into 'dramas'.....

But somehow they always seem to find me.

I try, i really do.... But i always manage to screw something up. I get angry, argue with friends.... I wont have any friends left eventually....

Maybe thats for the best... I think id be a terrible friend. Ive been... kindof popular..... infamous... But ive never really had any close friends... I wouldnt be able to keep one if i had one. I focus everything on Wye and there isnt really room for anything else in my life...

There are things i wish to write.. But i cannot, for people shall no doubt read this.

I hate training.. Its... just... something im not particularly good at.... The one thing i need to do the most is the one thing i truly, truly hate. Maybe im just bad at it because i never believed i could do it.... I never believed in myself... No one ever believed in me... Until Wye that is...

Shes done... So so much for me... I cant even count all the ways she has improved my life....

I owe her... big time.... And one day, i dont know how.. But im going to make it up to her... Im going to blow her away with all the passion, love, kindness and everything i can muster.... One day....

In the meanwhile, ive lost my nobility... No more Zither playing for me... =/